是芥末日

之前传得沸沸扬扬的世界末日已经过去，显然，世界并没有末日，生活还是一样的在过着，还延伸出一个芥末日这个东西，创意满分。

很多人都说，世界没有末日，是一个新的开始，是重生，说得美好，说得完美，但却那么的不真实。21号过后，接踵而来的，似乎都不怎么令人开心起来。鲜少发生水灾的地区因为豪雨而变成了水城，年轻有为的大学一年级生在还没来得及考他第一场大学考试，就先被上天带走。

他的离去，令我震撼，虽然和他只是萍水相逢，但毕竟是曾今出现在我生命里的一个小学弟。一个稀松平常的聚会，几乎北大有护照的学生都做过的是，竟然发生了一个令人震撼的结局。。。除了惋惜，还是惋惜。。。

心情还未平复之际，被告知说姨丈被诊断的了肝癌，末期。。。更令人心酸的是，他不想进院治疗，或许他怕一旦进去了，就不在有机会出来了。。。

一整年下来，为了活动而忙，同时也因为最后一个学期，所以玩得特别认真，以为可以有个完美的句点，却似乎只能期盼，来年会更好。

珍惜身边的一切，一句老掉牙的句子，但是只有正正体验的人能明了当中的意思。。。

事情固然已经发生，没有什么可以被改变，只能吧自己做到最好，做最坏的打算，把每一天活得精彩。。。

愿2013会是美好的一年。。。

Finals

Exam is just around the corner yet none of the revision is done. Was busy with things and drama...LOL... When the study week was cancel, the nervous of having exam is getting lesser, I don't know why, is like, we had just finish all the lecture but we already have to studies for exams, it should be have lesser time to prepare and become more nervous but how come i become not nervous leh and what the hell am I writing now? hahaha.... What ever, just feel like mumbling....

Next semester will be the final semester of us at campus, before that, what we imagine will happen during out last semester is we will taking like 4 or 5 subject, having a easy breezy relaxing semester, hang out when we are free. Well, part of our imagination came true where most of us taking 4 subjects and i'm taking 5. But then for our seminar class we will be organizing a big scale event as part of our course work.... hmm....100 + of committee member, we  can see the chaos from now on. Hope that things will go smooth next semester....

That's all for now. Mumble next time~ bye~~

Blue

Not to show off, but i used to don't know how it feels when my friend told me that she feels blue, but now i know. It just come out of the sudden, but i guess i had been hiding under my heart for quite some days, is just that the blue had hide long enough and decided to come out yesterday.

But luckily, tears bring the blues away, but it also bring ugleness to my eyes, aiksss...

A note to you:
I didn't blame you for all these, is just that all the things come together at the same time as always, i know i might not act as what i say to you, but sometimes i'm just hard to please i know. i had tried to control, but is hard, is not a easy month for me too, although seems like i have nothing much to worry about or have to deal with like you do. is hard to tell how i feel.... sometime even myself cannot remember what we had already  plan to do. But i believe things will be fine after some time, because i have faith on us =)

From,
Me.

it feels great after the tears and the sleep....

Langkawisss

Went to Langkawi last Thursday with course mates, the trip that we await for long long ago...

We was planned to go at the very first week when the school re-open, however, due to the problem of PTPTN lar peak season lar, the trip was postpone to almost a month later. Anyhow, finally we went there after like all of the UUM student went there. It is a fun and memorable trip overall, we laughed, we drink *but didn't drunk*, we tanned and we spent, of course.

For me, travel is not just about the scenery or food but is the memory that created with the people you travel along, or the people you met. Even you have been to that place before but with different group of friend you will had different kind of experienced and memory =) That is why I love travel. *who doesn't like it right*
  But somehow i feel guilty for spending a lot where I haven't start to earn my own money =(  sowie~

p/s: i must have a part of saving for travel in the future. =)

Sweet talk~

Sweet talk is always a weapon to make a girls' day, some might say she don't like it because it doesn't sound sincere enough, or those are just simply said and did not promise anything, but I guess most of the girls like it, even LOVE it, hahaha, who doesn't like good words right? I love it too =)

Although he is not those very romantic person, but on and off i can still have some heart melting words from him. Is not that he don't want to, but is he don't know to, hahahaha, yes, he is cute sometime *blush*

That day when we was walking back, suddenly come out with the topic of propose (no, I'm not getting marry yet =P ) and he come out with the idea of when we go for "shi ham" at malacca, he ask the aunty to show me the ring when we are eating, bahahahah~ i was laughing non stop! come on, the "shi ham" stall is inside a lorong and we need to squad down to eat, do you think is romantic to propose in that situation? And is like you are squatting, he is proposing, and the crowd will start to yell,"嫁给他, 嫁给他~" ...omg! it is just too embarrassing. I strictly forbid him from using this idea, and he said he was just joking. LOL, what a hilarious joke huh. Yes, I love surprise and of course i expect some thing special when come to propose, but this is just too much wei, hahahaha.....

So yes, that is what he will say, there are still lots of improvement to be achieve from both of us, but i guess every thing will become better and better. =)

Raining~

Is rainy day AGAIN. After i washed some of my cloth. Is been raining these few days after we really plan for swimming. Hahahahahah..... So is this fate? Is meant to be you will be still fatty for the moment =D Lets just pray hard for good weather in this coming few coming days so that we can start our exercise plan. Hiak hiak~

Saturday

Cloudy day with my blanket, a superb combination for my easy breeze Saturday =)

Roomie was back to hometown to celebrate her Mum's birthday so I can have my own sweet time in the room~ yet i miss her cause there was just nothing to do besides of watching drama, sleeping and online~hiak hiak~ sounds relaxing isn't it? Indeed it is! Have a good day everyone~

mumble~

Alright, i'm back into the mighty jungle as a semester six student, super senior already wei~ hahaha... Right before we have to come back to the mighty jungle, everybody is posting at the fb how unwilling of them, is kinda annoying actually. I mean, take away the matter of homesick or how you miss your mum's dishes, don't you have fun with your friends here? No matter how rural it is this area, don't tell me you didn't go for movie before at Jitra, don't tell me you never been to Danok before and don't tell me you never go to eat secret recipe before. So just stop complaining okay people. Like it or not you will still miss you student's life after you are graduated =)

Is the first week of this semester so nothing much is done, free and easy week, but without ptptn we are just nothing! hahaha~ luckily I have some ang pau money left, had a secret sweet escape with the love one, shhh~ only the one who are reading know okay =D

Only taking four subject for this semester, so, hope it won't be a busy and hectic sem, *crossing my finger*

see ya'll next time ^^ ciao ciao~

First and last

Hello~~~~

finally found the ohm to write a post XD

Is the first post fot 2012, i know, is already the 11th of January, hiak hiak~ i'm late.

But today will be the last day of exam for semester five, phew~ is been a busy and tired semester, finally it comes to the end and will be upgraded to Semester 6 on the coming February, aiks~ sounds old indeed.

Some say there will be the end of the world for 2012, will it really be? Nobody knows that, so, live like there is no tomorrow! work hard, play hard, enjoy hard!

Have a nice day ahead =)

Blogger Award 2011

Rules

1. say thank you to someone who give you this award.

2 write about someone who give you this award.

3. write about yourself.

4 give this award to your 9 blogger friends.

Hee hee hee... I was surprise when i saw my name in the list actually. Frankly speaking, I did realize ming han post this blogger award when i check the latest update from my friend list but then i didn't click in and view it. I only knew this when i saw ying xuan post the same title geh, then I was curious hahaha....and found that this is quite interesting and found my name in ming han's blog! woot~ happy happy =D

1. First of all, i am so happy to get this award, thanks to my parents, to my friends...er....who else ....omg I'm too excited i cannot think....XD ok I know is lame, I'm dreaming obviously. Thanks ming han! =D

2. So i have to write something about ming han~ hmm....let me recall back, I forget we know each other during primary school or secondary, but as what i remember is i know there is a person name Yap Ming Han study at 6A when i was standard five@six. =D I know he is so into running and photo shooting these days~ nice photo dude! Wish you can keep on improve and take some breath taking photo ^^

3. This is the hard part, write about myself, hmmm......nothing special, Name:NgYokeSim, Height: 173cm, Weight: normal XD currently study at UUM sintok kedah, a place that very" san ka lah"~ not single but still available =D and...that's all i guess^^

4. Blogger award 2011, the winner is~~

San san

Ting ting

Fion

Li peng

Hulahu

Ker sinn

Yoxi

Ying Xuan

Ming Han

congratulation to all the award winner ^^

sekian, terima kasih.

轻轻的一句我不舍得你，

我，融化了，

我，很想念你紧紧又暖暖的熊抱 ^^

我的他

两年前，迷迷糊糊地，手就被他牵走了，连表白都没有，想起来又傻又好笑。

他或许不是每个女生的理想对象，但他偶尔的贴心小动作，实在令人感到窝心。

最近常常会忘记一些小细节，所以很想把东西记录下来 ^____________^

贴心小事件：

1.我吃东西很慢，所以当他吃完去买水都会要求少冰，因为怕我喝的时候味道会因为冰块的溶去而淡掉。后知后觉的我，是过了几次后才发觉的。

2.走路时，他都会走在靠马路的那一方，没有说明，一切都很自然的发生，他没说，但是，我都懂 ^_____^

3.上次吃肯德基，如平常一般，他先吃完，洗好手的他，在一旁了，用吸管慢慢的把冰块挑出来，一开是还以为他在玩什么，朋友好奇问他在玩什么，原来他是怕我的汽水会淡掉，帮我把冰块挑出来，嘻嘻嘻，不好意思啦宝贝，误会你了 =D

4.你把我传给你的简讯抄起来，我自问，没有那个耐心，辛苦了^^看回那些简讯，我还是会哭，因为回到当时吵架的情绪XD

5. 去图书馆复习，他中途下去找朋友，回来的时候，正在小眠的我醒了，而你从裤袋里拿出两给偷运进来的面包，骄傲的说：我知道你一定肚子饿了 。我的心都融了^____________^

6.某日，他的电话当机所以重开，发觉他电话开机时也是我们的照片，小开心一下 ^^

目前只想到这些，迟些想到再更新吧^^

我很想你啊！嘻嘻嘻~不好意思，肉麻了一下，其实他不会来看的啦 XD

只有你会看，谁？ 在读着这篇文章的你咯

晚安 <3

LAST

last paper last paper! at library again but totally have no mood to study! hee hee~~~ the mind is planning how to pack all my things in organize and throw into the pantry~ hahahaha~~~~ i can smell the holiday is coming!!!!! woohooooooo~ wish me luck for tomorrow exam!

ciao~~

Waiting

I'm alone at the library now^^ it feel nice actually for being alone, hee hee, is better than staying in my room that is hot and with a tempting bed waiting for me to sleep XD

Finally, after so many days of waiting~ we continue our exam yesterday, seriously, we were excited about that! Because we can't wait to go HOME and enjoy our HOLIDAYS! woohoo! Most of the people are packing and going back home already *sigh* i hate the sound of the luggage being pull and passed by my room and i hate the sound of the tape that used to seal the box! aiks! I want to pack too! But none of my roomie is going back yet so there is no place for us to start packing.

Two more papers to go~good luck everybody! buried into notes and facebook XD

tata~ holiday~ wait for me~ i'm coming!!!!

gap~

10 days gap in between our exam, nice? nah, it drive us crazy as we don't have motivation to study but happy at the same time, hahaha....what kind of thinking is this?

so what we did on this 10 days? due to the budget, we only manage to go for one outing, so we went for movie and kfc! Fast and furious was awesome! i still can remember how hard i laughed when the toilet was exploded! lol~~~had some great time with the course mates before the semester end =)

some photo to share, is been a while since the last time i upload a photo here!

all time favorite! hee hee...cheesy wedges~

LoL~

our motto is no worries, be happy, we love last minute studies! hahahaha~

Quick update

Is another courses add/drop week, which mean it comes to the end of the semester, that was fast! Sem 5 student sounds old to me >.<

But overall, the add/drop session was smooth compare to previous semester, and finally i mange to add Korean 1 as my foreign language!! yahoo!!! excited about that ^^

Although is almost the end of the semester, works are still like mountain pending to be done....argh~~~individual assignments, group assignments, presentations~~~ hell~~ study week, can you come earlier? I want to go home and smell my pillow and bear bear... I MISS HOME....

Hmm~~ that all for today i guess~ great day everyone~
<3 <3 <3 ~

I'm seriously.....home sick.....

Saturday~

You might start your nice weekend today,however today is the end of the week for me who lives at Kedah currently~ Boooo~

is the third Saturday already~ i miss home, i miss nice food~~ haih~

2 more months to goooo~

have a nice weekend love,

aniyo~

Morning

Bagun pagi, gosek gigi, guna kodomolion~~
Hee hee hee...of course I'm no longer a kodomolion user. Is 8:10am now, I will only have my first class on 12.30, what am I doing woke up so the early? Hmm...as usual my room is a little bit happening when all my roomies getting prepared to class, but what make me can't continue to ooi ooi is my stupid feet, very itchy arrrrr~~~~bite by unknown insects T.T, due to too itchy, i was totally awake, haih~~~never mind lar,,,,"early bird get the worm" XD shity translation, go to find my worm to eat lar...see you guys next time.

p/s: met with kai hsin during cny and she asked why I seldom update my blog already? You blog are quite interesting wor, I read it on and off leh"

*happy* *shame* eehee hee hee...thank you for the support, hahaha....i will try my very best to update my blog frequently for now onwards....and thank you for the like of my wu liao ness yea~ hahaha....

赶快在虎年结束之前来一篇 =D

就分享一下最近看的一部电影吧，名字叫《听说》。 很有趣的一部电影，电影里大部分都是用手语来呈现，因为男女主角都误以为对方是听障。里头对白不多，人物的表情和身体语言却足以牵引你看下去 ^^