是芥末日

之前传得沸沸扬扬的世界末日已经过去，显然，世界并没有末日，生活还是一样的在过着，还延伸出一个芥末日这个东西，创意满分。

很多人都说，世界没有末日，是一个新的开始，是重生，说得美好，说得完美，但却那么的不真实。21号过后，接踵而来的，似乎都不怎么令人开心起来。鲜少发生水灾的地区因为豪雨而变成了水城，年轻有为的大学一年级生在还没来得及考他第一场大学考试，就先被上天带走。

他的离去，令我震撼，虽然和他只是萍水相逢，但毕竟是曾今出现在我生命里的一个小学弟。一个稀松平常的聚会，几乎北大有护照的学生都做过的是，竟然发生了一个令人震撼的结局。。。除了惋惜，还是惋惜。。。

心情还未平复之际，被告知说姨丈被诊断的了肝癌，末期。。。更令人心酸的是，他不想进院治疗，或许他怕一旦进去了，就不在有机会出来了。。。

一整年下来，为了活动而忙，同时也因为最后一个学期，所以玩得特别认真，以为可以有个完美的句点，却似乎只能期盼，来年会更好。

珍惜身边的一切，一句老掉牙的句子，但是只有正正体验的人能明了当中的意思。。。

事情固然已经发生，没有什么可以被改变，只能吧自己做到最好，做最坏的打算，把每一天活得精彩。。。

愿2013会是美好的一年。。。

Finals

Exam is just around the corner yet none of the revision is done. Was busy with things and drama...LOL... When the study week was cancel, the nervous of having exam is getting lesser, I don't know why, is like, we had just finish all the lecture but we already have to studies for exams, it should be have lesser time to prepare and become more nervous but how come i become not nervous leh and what the hell am I writing now? hahaha.... What ever, just feel like mumbling....

Next semester will be the final semester of us at campus, before that, what we imagine will happen during out last semester is we will taking like 4 or 5 subject, having a easy breezy relaxing semester, hang out when we are free. Well, part of our imagination came true where most of us taking 4 subjects and i'm taking 5. But then for our seminar class we will be organizing a big scale event as part of our course work.... hmm....100 + of committee member, we  can see the chaos from now on. Hope that things will go smooth next semester....

That's all for now. Mumble next time~ bye~~

Blue

Not to show off, but i used to don't know how it feels when my friend told me that she feels blue, but now i know. It just come out of the sudden, but i guess i had been hiding under my heart for quite some days, is just that the blue had hide long enough and decided to come out yesterday.

But luckily, tears bring the blues away, but it also bring ugleness to my eyes, aiksss...

A note to you:
I didn't blame you for all these, is just that all the things come together at the same time as always, i know i might not act as what i say to you, but sometimes i'm just hard to please i know. i had tried to control, but is hard, is not a easy month for me too, although seems like i have nothing much to worry about or have to deal with like you do. is hard to tell how i feel.... sometime even myself cannot remember what we had already  plan to do. But i believe things will be fine after some time, because i have faith on us =)

From,
Me.

it feels great after the tears and the sleep....

Langkawisss

Went to Langkawi last Thursday with course mates, the trip that we await for long long ago...

We was planned to go at the very first week when the school re-open, however, due to the problem of PTPTN lar peak season lar, the trip was postpone to almost a month later. Anyhow, finally we went there after like all of the UUM student went there. It is a fun and memorable trip overall, we laughed, we drink *but didn't drunk*, we tanned and we spent, of course.

For me, travel is not just about the scenery or food but is the memory that created with the people you travel along, or the people you met. Even you have been to that place before but with different group of friend you will had different kind of experienced and memory =) That is why I love travel. *who doesn't like it right*
  But somehow i feel guilty for spending a lot where I haven't start to earn my own money =(  sowie~

p/s: i must have a part of saving for travel in the future. =)

Sweet talk~

Sweet talk is always a weapon to make a girls' day, some might say she don't like it because it doesn't sound sincere enough, or those are just simply said and did not promise anything, but I guess most of the girls like it, even LOVE it, hahaha, who doesn't like good words right? I love it too =)

Although he is not those very romantic person, but on and off i can still have some heart melting words from him. Is not that he don't want to, but is he don't know to, hahahaha, yes, he is cute sometime *blush*

That day when we was walking back, suddenly come out with the topic of propose (no, I'm not getting marry yet =P ) and he come out with the idea of when we go for "shi ham" at malacca, he ask the aunty to show me the ring when we are eating, bahahahah~ i was laughing non stop! come on, the "shi ham" stall is inside a lorong and we need to squad down to eat, do you think is romantic to propose in that situation? And is like you are squatting, he is proposing, and the crowd will start to yell,"嫁给他, 嫁给他~" ...omg! it is just too embarrassing. I strictly forbid him from using this idea, and he said he was just joking. LOL, what a hilarious joke huh. Yes, I love surprise and of course i expect some thing special when come to propose, but this is just too much wei, hahahaha.....

So yes, that is what he will say, there are still lots of improvement to be achieve from both of us, but i guess every thing will become better and better. =)

Raining~

Is rainy day AGAIN. After i washed some of my cloth. Is been raining these few days after we really plan for swimming. Hahahahahah..... So is this fate? Is meant to be you will be still fatty for the moment =D Lets just pray hard for good weather in this coming few coming days so that we can start our exercise plan. Hiak hiak~

Saturday

Cloudy day with my blanket, a superb combination for my easy breeze Saturday =)

Roomie was back to hometown to celebrate her Mum's birthday so I can have my own sweet time in the room~ yet i miss her cause there was just nothing to do besides of watching drama, sleeping and online~hiak hiak~ sounds relaxing isn't it? Indeed it is! Have a good day everyone~